A Cook Abroad

My first week in my new home has been progressing rather uneventfully.  Due to frustrations with research permits and documentation, I have been making multiple trips to the hospital to speak with the doctor I will be working with there but have as yet been unable to actually begin any sort of research other than just observing things in the public areas of the hospital.  I have to make another trip to Dar es Salaam at the end of this week to visit the permit offices again, and in the meantime I am simply adjusting to my new home.  So this seemed as good a time as any to a) talk about food and cooking, and b) explain the pilipili reference in my blog title (six months in is still timely, right?).

When I first arrived in Tanzania, as I mentioned in my previous cooking entry, I was quite homesick for food back home.  I could say “American food,” but truthfully it was more like “American food plus the various ethnic foods that we have appropriated.”  I craved burgers, sandwiches, pizza, sushi, Mexican, Italian, Thai, Chinese, Indian, and most of all I craved spicy.  Anything spicy.  I am the type of person who puts Tabasco on my eggs and Siracha in nearly everything else.  I like a good dose of wasabi with my sushi.  Red pepper on my pizza.  Cayenne blended into my burger.  There is very little I think cannot be improved by the addition of a few serranos or jalepeños.  I guess what I’m saying is, I like things hot.  (And yes, Shefali, if you’re reading this, you have every right now to say, “I told you so.”)

So I was somewhIMG_0658at dismayed to find that Tanzanian food in general is not spicy.  There are a few exceptions depending on the region and cook, but most of the meals I ate were not.  They were very good, don’t get me wrong, but I missed that extra kick.  Many places have what is called Chile Ketchup or Tomato Chile on the table, which I was warned by Tanzanians was pretty spicy but is actually exactly what it sounds like.  Ketchup with just the mildest hint of chile in it.  It serves its purpose, particularly on French fries, but it did not satisfy my spiciness craving.  Fortunately, on the table at the language school, I discovered a small little bottle of pilipiliPilipili is actually a generic name for a spicy pepper here (with pilipili hoho used to refer to your standard green bell pepper), but it also refers to the red or green sauces made from spicy peppers.  You may have encountered or heard of similar sauces referred to as peri-peri or piri-piri from other countries, but Swahili speakers often mix up their R and L sounds when speaking (thus rafiki might become lafiki for example) and so here it is called pilipili.  If you’re interested in the subject at all, there is actually a lot of really interesting information online about the history of its spread around the world.  Many restaurants have it, I’ve found, you just have to ask for it.

Since then, I have become somewhat obsessed.  I seem to be the only person who eats it.  I never see another Tanzanian eating it (though they must, since it is carried in restaurants and stores here) and most of the expats I know do not share my love of spicy food.  So I have resorted to buying my own bottles and carrying them with me.  I realize this is sad and a little strange, but my love is that strongIMG_0651

Therefore, when I began to set up house here in Ifakara, two bottles of pilipili, red and green, were among my first purchases.  If you are uninterested in hearing me wax poetic about my rather mundane first experiences cooking for myself here in Tanzania, this would be a good time to stop reading.  If not, keep reading, but I make no promises that this will be interesting! Since this blog is also serving as something of a journal while I’m gone, I sometimes get to write about things that may only be of interest to me.

I thought I would share some of my first attempts at meals here in my new home.  Most of the ingredients are pretty familiar (it makes you realize the ridiculous access with have to a worldwide selection of foods in the US) and the only real difficulty has been getting used to the single propane burner on the floor that serves as my stove.  I also have no refrigerator (though I do have a small freezer that works when the power is on), so I have to buy most produce within a couple days of when I intend to use them.  There are also a couple of very small (think half the size of a gas-station shop) stores in town that sell pasta, bread, a few spices (“Fish curry,” “Chicken curry,” “Beef curry” and “Curry” being the selection), coconut cream, beverages, and chips.  I have to admit,  although I don’t eat them often in the States, I couldn’t help but do a little internal dance of joy when I found two lone cans of Pringles in one of them.  As far as tools go, I will have to wait until my trip to Dar to buy things, so I am currently left with a small very dull knife and plastic plate to cut things up.  Meals are typically cooked in silver pots without handles (you can buy a gripper-type thing to go around it but my home does not seem to have one to go with its four pots), so you need to either try to do one-pot cooking or else cook one pot of food at a time for different dishes and then put a lid on to keep them hot.

Since I have nIMG_0664ot yet figured out where to buy meat (need to find a reliable butcher) and my little shop only sells hot dogs, I decided the first attempt would be a vegetable coconut curry.  I was able to buy a variety of vegetables- carrots, peppers, potatoes, onions, garlic, etc.- at a little market near my house, and had bought coconut cream, chicken broth, and curry at the shop in town (eventually I want to experiment with making my own coconut cream siIMG_0665nce coconuts are easily available).  For protein, I chopped up the incredibly pricey cashews I found at the shop as well).  I quickly discovered that my new home has an ant problem, and so everything went into Tupperware as soon as it was opened/chopped because those suckers are on food faster than you can blink here.  From there it was a somewhat straight forward stir fry process, except that I had to first toast theIMG_0667 cashews, then remove the pan and cook the rice, then remove the pan and cook the vegetables and sauce.  Total it took about two hours from start to finish, but it was delicious.  In fact, it was so successful, that the next night I made the same exact dish except with an Asian-style sauce using soy sauce and ginger.

I wanted to shake things up IMG_0660tonight but from what I’ve seen, what I have already bought is pretty much what is available near my house and I didn’t want to walk all the way to town to the market (about 20-25 minutes away) because I was busy trying to do some dissertation writing.  I had asked for suggestions from friends on Facebook on what to cook given my limited ingredients.  One of those I liked best was the idea to do a fritter or veggie burger using shredded vegetables and beans.  I had vegetables left over from the stir fry and popped over to the nearby stalls to by red beans, which I let soak most of today.

IMG_0670I don’t know why I have never made these in the States.  It was so easy and (mostly) delicious.  I shredded the carrots, potatoes, green peppers, garlic, and ginger I had leftover on the strangest little ineffective plastic shredder I have ever seen and which I had found in a bowl in the kitchen (note to self, add to Dar list).  After cooking the beans, I simply mashed it all together, added a large amount of curry, and then formed them into balls to fry in a pan.  I had been told to add a bit of flour to help it stay together, and I had some millet that i had bought to make uji (porridge) for breakfast, so I added that to the mixture.  The reason I say they were “mostly” delicious though is IMG_0673because millet has a bit of a bitter taste and the result was a floury bitter taste to the end product.  Next time I will use chickpea flour or corn I think.  But….TA DA!  Pilipili cures everything!  I just poured some of the magic sauce over the top of the patties and was happy again.  After cutting up a few potatoes, I fried up some serviceable French fries and enjoyed the end result with a movie and a glass of Tanzanian wine.

 “But Emily,” you’re saying to yourself now, “why not cook IMG_0669Tanzanian food?”  I’m glad you asked, friend.  The truth is, I very much want to but I thought I would start with some easy dishes i knew first.  But my last attempt this week was something called maandazi, a Tanzanian savory doughnut.  They are delicious and I have to stop myself eating a million of them because my stomach unfortunately hates gluten.  Still, I wanted to attempt it because they always smell so good when I walk by a place selling them.  I also figured, how hard could they be?  They’re just fried dough.  I looked online to find a recipe, bought the ingredients and came home already tasting the maandazi that would fill my kitchen in an hour’s time.

IMG_0662It turns out, they are difficult.  Or I did something wrong.  Or the recipe I downloaded was terrible.  Possibly all three are true.  First, I was missing several useful tools, such as a rolling pin and board.  Second, I am pretty sure something like this should have yeast and this recipe called for no yeast.  Third, I never deep fry anything at home, so I possibly did not do that step correctly.  Whatever happened, I ended up with flat, rock-hard lumps of bitter dough rather than the dense, chewy, yummy rolls I wanted.  Sigh.  This was a little bit of an ego bruiser, because I was making baked goods with IMG_0663my dad when I was still too short to reach the counter without a stool.  But, you can’t win them all.  I will try again soon with a different recipe or make a Tanzanian friend here who wants to teach me.  That is all for now.  My cooking adventures I’m sure will continue, but I’ll wait until I learn more about Tanzanian dishes to post anything.  I have my eye on several recipes I want to learn!

My New Home

I thought it was about time to give an update and a few photos of my new town.  My first two weeks living in Ifakara were, to be honest, a little frustrating.  It can be difficult for an American to get used to the pace of life here in Tanzania.  We are used to things happening quickly and efficiently.  We WANT things to happen quickly and efficiently.   But life simply moves at a slower pace here and efficiency is not really a cultural value; it is something that nearly every expat I know struggles with.  Many aspects of this slower-paced reality are wonderful.  People really take the time to greet one another.  The workday is shorter than what many of us are used to (I’m speaking of course about office-type jobs; there are many Tanzanians who work very hard and long hours in factories or agriculture for example).  You don’t feel you have to check your email on a near constant basis in case you miss something important.  Families eat all meals together.

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Road to the hospital lined with shops

But there are frustrations as well.  Customer service in stores doesn’t really exist in the way we think of it and it’s not uncommon for a quick five minute copy job to take over thirty minutes because the shopkeeper is stopping every few minutes to take a phone call, run next door, or talk to their friend who just came in.  Waiting in line is a pretty fluid concept so just because you’re next, doesn’t mean you will be helped next or that you won’t be pushed aside by a newcomer.  For those of us used to instant communication, the lack of anything resembling it can be frustrating and I often find myself showing up on an appointed day to pick up/drop off something, only to be told that the person isn’t there after all or the item isn’t ready and to come back next week.  And perhaps most of all, nothing seems to every get done unless you are at the place itself in person.

So despite over a year of trying to figure out my housing situation in Ifakara, I of course arrived two weeks ago only to be told that they had no housing arranged for me and furthermore, there would be no housing available my entire trip.  I had originally been told to go immediately to the campus-owned guest house only to show up and find it full.  Hence my shower-less guest house way out on the edge of town.  Then the person in charge of hospital housing suggested I just stay at that guest house the entire six months I was here.  Given that it is quite far from the hospital, has no kitchen or fridge or way to cook at all (though it does have a restaurant which, despite a full two page menu, only served two meals), no shower, and is one of the loudest places I have ever stayed in my life, this was not a possibility.  In spite of all of the workers there who were very sweet and nice to me and decided that I should be their new best friend/ticket to an American green card.

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The main road in town (and the only paved one)

So with a little further pushing, I found myself back speaking to the Principal of the medical school here, who was my original contact at the field site and a friend of my professor back home.  He has been really welcoming and supportive, and fortunately found a room for me in a house currently occupied by one of the medical school instructors.  The person who had my room just left to study in Japan, and the instructor was currently on maternity leave so the house was empty.  After a few more days of phone calls, I was finally able to get in to see the house on Thursday of this week and it looked great.  Near the hospital, with a kitchen, and three bedrooms, one of which looked like it was currently used for storage.  It definitely exceeded my expectations, so I was thrilled.  The person who showed me the house told me that the medical instructor would be coming back with her infant daughter in a few weeks, but in the meantime, I could move in and get settled.

Therefore yesterday, Friday, was moving day for me.  I called Mpundo, my taxi driver, to come pick up me and my bags and we drove over.  I then spent most of the day making various trips back and forth to town to procure things for the house.  Although there was living room furniture, my room was empty other than a bed and desk and the kitchen was pretty sparsely stocked.  With no idea where to buy things like bedding, dishes, a washtub, etc., I wrote myself out a list in English and then used my Swahili dictionary to write the correct word next to it.

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The road to my house

And this brings me to one of the things I love about Tanzanians.  They are incredibly welcoming and helpful as a group.  More than once I have found myself helped out of a sticky situation by a Tanzanian who saw me struggling and took me under their wing.  So as I walked down the main street in town peeking into little maduka to see what I could find, I had an ulterior motive.  I planned to buy something at the first shop I found with something I needed, and then to use my limited Swahili to see if the shopkeeper could point me in the right direction to obtain the rest of my goods, perhaps even convince them to draw me a little map.  About a third of the way down the main road, I spotted an iron in a glass case of a shop.  Given my intense obsession with avoiding mango flies and the role of irons in defeating them, I figured this would be a good place to start.  I walked in and behind the counter were a young man and a middle-aged woman.  I pointed to the iron and inquired as to its cost.  It was reasonable, worked when they plugged it in, and was only covered with a thin layer of dirt, and so I said I would like to buy it.  Then I brought out my list and made my request.

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Me taking pictures of roads in town

It went better than I could have hoped.  At first, the young man tried to tell me where to go, but the directions were too complicated for me to understand.  He called over to the woman, and showed her the list.  She then started gesturing and I was able to roughly follow what she meant.  Trying to clarify, I repeated back my understanding of her directions.  She nodded along, but then after pausing and looking at me (and my obvious new-ness to town), she told the boy to watch the shop and taking my arm, pulled me out to the street.  All I can say is bless her, because she spent the next half an hour walking me all over the market and into various shops, helping me with shopkeepers to be sure I got a decent price, and made sure I got nearly everything on my list.  She then helped me carry it all back to her shop and let me leave it there while I made multiple trips back and forth to my house to get it all home.  On my last trip, I bought a few more things from her shop that I didn’t really need and then went next store to buy a couple of cold juices for her and the young man as a thank you.  They laughed and thanked me, welcoming back with a “Karibu tena!

Most of this weekend has been spent unpacking, doing laundry, and getting myself set up.  I hope to spend more time exploring my new home in the coming week and getting started at the hospital with my study.  In the meantime, here are a few pictures of the outside and inside of my new house, which is actually one unit in a triplex-type building.  You can see the back yard, porch, hallway, bathroom (yes, it’s a “squatty potty”), living room, kitchen, and the extremely messy unpacked bedroom.  Just to give you an idea of where I am living!

BackyardIMG_0681 Hallway Bathroom   Living Room IMG_0654Messy Bedroom

On Waiting for the Worm to Crawl Out of My Skin and Other Musings

IMG_0535There is a delightful creature here in Tanzania that makes one of the simplest tasks- doing laundry- quite the adventure.  Called the mango fly, or sometimes the tumba or putzi fly, it likes to lay its eggs in wet laundry hanging out to dry.  Once put on, the eggs in the clothing hatch and the larvae burrow into the wearer’s skin, form itchy painful bumps while they incubate, and eventually erupt from the skin like your worst childhood nightmare.  Apparently you know that it’s one of these charming little monsters because you can see the little black dot of the larvae’s eye under the skin and a tiny hole through which it breathes.  Go ahead; you know you want to Google it.

I have been given numerous pieces of information and advice- of varying degrees of usefulness- on how to avoid this charming little hiccup of an infestation:  Flies only lay eggs in clothes that are laid out on the grass to dry, not in those on the line (false).  Only hang your clothes up during the day because the flies are dormant during nighttime (false).  It’s fine to hang your clothes outside as long as you don’t wear them for two days afterwards because the eggs hatch within two days (partly false).   As long as you iron your clothes before you wear them to kill all of the eggs, you won’t have problems (true, but less useful if you do not own an iron).

If, however, you find yourself in the unenviable situation of playing host, there are a few options open to you.  Cover the air hole of the larvae with one of any number of substances- clear nail polish, Vaseline, lip balm, thick lotion; all have been suggested.  This causes the larvae to come up to the surface to try to breathe, at which point you can grab it with a tweezers andIMG_0537 pull it out (a painful process).  Or they may suffocate and then you can *pop* them out (also uncomfortable).  Here is the problem though…they incubate at different rates, so while you may be able to do this with one, you may have to wait days while you watch for the other larvae to be ready.  You can also go in after it and try to excise it from your skin.  Or you can let it run through its life cycle and erupt on its own.  However, since each of these options still involves a small worm making its way from under my skin to its surface, you can understand that I have been eager to avoid any acquaintance, however passing, with the critters.  I therefore choose to wash all of my laundry in the sink and hang it up to dry in my room.

Until this week, that is.  I was trying to frantically pack up my room for the big move to Ifakara, my field site.  I had a couple of things that desperately needed to be washed, but the only way they were going to dry fast enough for me to finish packing was if I hung them outside.  So I did.  Not thinking, two days later I wore one of them.  Didn’t even cross my mind until last night…when I noticed a weird itchy red bump on my knee.

I should backtrack a bit.  Yesterday was the day of the move.  Boarding the bus at 6:45am, we sat at the bus station until 9am before finally pulling out on the road to Ifakara.  I had last madIMG_0546e this journey in 2011 and I remember as a 10 hour long arduous nightmare with no bathroom breaks.  Fortunately this time I was leaving from Morogoro rather than Dar, which shaves 3-4 hours off the trip.  Unfortunately, my memory of no bathroom breaks appeared to be accurate.  My solution was to eat and drink nothing from the time I woke up to the time I arrived in Ifakara nearly eleven hours later.

We left Morogoro and headed west on the Dar road.  As I watched the mountains surrounding the town fall behind I couldn’t help but feel a bit sad, despite my new adventure.  I had really fallen a little in love with Morogoro while I lived there and felt I had made a wonderful group of friends.  It seemed a bit cruel that I had to leave again so soon after returning from the States and that after spending three months  in one social circle, I had to start again in a new place.  But that conflicted with my other major feeling, which was of excitement.  I love to travel and I love to go somewhere new.  Even more importantly, I was finally going to be able to start my research, the culmination of years of work to this point.

The trip was long and fairly uneventful.  The scenery was beautiful in many places because you pass through Mikumi National Park and by the Udzungwa Mountains on the way.  I had a front row seat on the bus, and so was able to look out the laIMG_0543rge windshield and had a bit more leg room than usual.  In Mikumi, I saw the same baboons, gazelles, and giraffes as usual (yes, I have progressed to the point where seeing giraffes is now like seeing deer in the US), but also this time caught a glimpse of zebras and wildebeasts.  Unfortunately we were moving too quickly for pictures, so those will have to wait until my safari next weekend.  The mountains were also beautiful, and I’m hoping to have a chance to explore them while I’m in Ifakara.

I pulled into Ifakara around three in the afternoon and found a taxi to take me to the guest house the professor I am working with suggested.  It is nothing fancy but it was clean and had a ceiling fan and I plan to only be here a couple days or so.  Of course the shower doesn’t work, so I am using a small spigot a foot and a half off the ground for washing.  Still, overall happy.

Except for the red, itchy bump that I noticed on my knee as I was getting ready for bed last night.  Usually I would assume mosquito bite, but this didn’t look like the typical bite and had what looked like a white patch forming on its head.  Now if you know me at all, you know that I am often a bit obsessive about health issues, and it is not unusual for me to diagnose myself with the help of my dangerous amount of health knowledge and my intimate relationship with WebMD.  I fired up the computer and began comparing pictures of mango fly bites with my knee.  They looked similar.  I poked, I prodded.  I went to bed and tried to sleep, but every hour or so, I would turn on my flashlight and take another look.  The white part was getting larger, and a black speck appeared in the middle of it.  “Here we go,” “I thoIMG_0551ught, “my first time.”  Was there a breathing hole?  Maybe?  Sometimes it looked like it.  Sometimes not.  I poked and prodded some more.  I covered it repeatedly in Vaseline.  I don’t know why I thought it would be better to see the worm come out than to have it come out in my sleep if it chose to do so, but what can I say, I have a morbid curiosity.  The white part bulged and the black speck appeared closer to the surface.  I couldn’t sleep.  I tried to read.  I forced myself to wait another hour before checking again.  Finally around 3am, as I poked it some more, the bump came to a head and burst open, releasing….

….pus.   A whole lot of pus.  We’re talking an unreasonable amount, actually, for such a small bump.  Apparently I simply had a badly infected mosquito bite.  So sadly, dear reader, you will have to wait a bit longer until I experience my first mango fly.